PASSION!!

It's what I've been praying for. I love being a paramedic/firefighter. Not because I like to help people (I have no Compassion, just ask my wife) but because I like to stick people with needles or shove tubes down their throats and I love to enter a house that is full of smoke and has fire coming out the windows....That stuff is AWESOME!!! So maybe I do have a little passion but that passion will soon be over, it won't last. I can tell that after nearly 20 years of it that my excitement for the thrill is beginning to lessen. So I have been praying for passion. Passion for what I'm not sure but I do know that I want it to be for something that will last. You see, when I'm six feet under, what will it matter? There will be more and better medics and firefighters that will fill my spot and are waiting for the day that I retire (that will be a little while yet). So my prayer is that God will fill my heart and life for a passion that will not end, that can be evident well after I'm gone. What will it be and will I know it when I have it? How does Passion work? Does it hurt? Is it fun? Can it be contageous or infectious? Can I give to my wife and pass it on to my kids? Does it matter? No Greater Love Has Any Man Than This....you know the rest . GOD I WANT PASSION!!!